Please Don't Go. 8

Justin}

I barge into Caitlin's room. I look around, and I don't see her. "Caitlin!"
She emerges from the bathroom. "Oh, hi Justin."
I walk over to her. I try not to be too angry, but it's really hard. "Why are you so intent on ruining my life?"
Caitlin laughs a little, then gets serious. "Because you ruined mine."
"I didn't do shit to you."
"You broke up with me."
"We both agreed to break up."
"Well I didn't want to."
"Then why didn't you say that?!"
"I didn't feel like it."
"You're crazy."
"Maybe."
I clench my fists. "Caitlin, I'm warning you..."
"What are you gonna do, Justin?" She smirks. "I have the tape, I will release it to the public if I need to, and you can't do anything about it."
"I swear, if ANYONE sees that-"
"Whatever, Justy. You don't scare me." She turns and walks back into her bathroom.
I follow her in there. "I'm serious!"
"So am I." She spins around, grabs my shoulders, and kisses me. She leans us both against the shower door.
I'm frozen. I forgot what a good kisser she is. I completely forget what's going on and kiss back.
All of a sudden I hear a gasp from the doorway. "Justin!"
I push Caitlin away from me and see Cassidy standing in the doorway, shocked.
I cough, and straighten my hat a little. "Cassidy, it's not what it looks like."
"Really?! Because it looks like you're making out with your ex-girlfriend!"
I sigh a little. "Okay, maybe it is what it looks like. But she kissed me, I didn't kiss her!"
She's furious. "Yeah, that's what they all say."
Caitlin shrugs. "It's true, they do all say that."
"Nobody asked you!" Cassidy snaps at her. She turns to leave.
I grab her arm. "Cass, please! I promise, it was nothing!"
Cassidy yanks her arm away. "Justin! You used to date her! And you were kissing her! It's obviously not nothing!" She has tears in her eyes.
"Please! I swear on my life!"
"Then I expect you to drop dead soon." She shakes her head and walks out of the room.
"Cassidy, wait!"
Before I can run after her, Caitlin grabs me. "Forget her, Justy-Wusty. You have me." She moves close to me.
I shove her away. "This is all your fault! Get away from me!"
I run out of the room. I hurry to Cassidy's room and pound on the door. "CASSIDY! OPEN THE DOOR!"
"GO AWAY! I HATE YOU!" she screams at me from inside the room.
"Cassidy, no! Get out here right now! We need to talk about this!"
"NO!"
I give up. I turn and walk to Christian's room. I knock weakly on the door.
"Come in!"
I open the door and shuffle in.
Christian looks up at me. "Dude, what's wrong? I heard everyone screaming at each other, so I thought it was best to stay out of it."
"Caitlin."
"Oh."
I sigh and sit down in an armchair. "I was talking to her, and then she kissed me, and it was pretty intense, and Cassidy saw."
"Oh no."
"Yeah. Now she hates me. I think I'm gonna tell her."
"About the tape?"
"No, about the magical unicorn. Yes about the tape, you idiot!" I roll my eyes.
"Hey now, no need to get sassy." He gives me a look. "But you need to tell her."
"I know. But she won't talk to me! She won't even open the door!"
"Come on." He stands up and leaves. We go to Cassidy's room, and Christian knocks on the door.
"GO AWAY, JUSTIN!"
"It's not Justin, it's Christian!" he calls.
Cassidy opens the door, and before she can react to me standing there, Christian shoves me into the room, the shuts the door.
"Get out."
"Cassidy, please, let me explain. I'm begging you."
"Fine. Explain." She sits down in a chair, and I sit in the chair beside her.
"Okay. Don't judge me, okay?"
"Whatever."
I sigh. I really don't want to tell her this. "Alright, well, when Caitlin and I were dating, we, uhm, ya know. And we kinda, sorta, taped it..."
"A sex tape?"
"Yeah. And then, when we broke up, she got really angry, and kinda flipped out. Once I got famous, she got even angrier. Then the next thing I knew, she was saying that she was gonna put it on Youtube, or give it to some paparazzi or something. I had to beg and beg and beg her not to, and she almost did. But at the last minute she decided not to. I had to pay her. It wasn't good."
Cassidy looks at me with big eyes. "Justin, I'm sorry, but then why did you-"
"Let me finish! Christian was telling me that she was thinking about giving it out. She hated that I was with you. She thinks that I need to get back with her. But I don't want to. And when I tell her that, she threatens to give out the tape. So Christian told her to give it to him, but he was secretly gonna destroy it once he got it, but she wouldn't give it to him. And then he told me that I needed to tell you, and I didn't want to. So I went to talk to Caitlin about it, try and get her to just get rid of it, and then she kissed me. It really was nothing, I swear."
She's quiet, looking down at the bed.
"Cass?"
She swallows and sighs. "I believe you."
"Thank you SO much. I was worried you wouldn't believe me. I'm sorry."
"But all the magazines and interveiws and t.v specials say that you want to wait until marriage. Why would you lie about that?"
"Everyone expects me to mess up, be like all the other screw-up child stars. I want to prove them wrong. And if I told them that I'd already had sex, then they would be right."
"I see."
"I'm so sorry."
"It's okay. I understand." Cassidy stands up. "I'm so sorry you have to go through this."
"Yeah," I say, nodding. "Me too."
"But I have one question. I mean, it's off subject, but I feel like I need to ask it."
"Anything."
"Are we dating?"
I stand up too. "Why do you ask that?"
"I don't know. I really like you, and we've kissed...a lot... and I think you like me too, but I'm not sure, and when we were on stage last night, during Overboard, I don't know if it was just performing, but I thought there was some chemistry, and then after I got off stage I was thinking about that and I got upset and Christian said that you loved me too but you couldn't tell me and then I was still really upset and then this whole thing happened and I'm just wondering-"
I pull her close to me by the waist and kiss her furiously and passionately, cutting her off midsentence. I can tell she's shocked at first, but then she starts kissing back. Her body folds into mine, and then I lay her on the bed and climb on top of her, still kissing. Ten minutes pass, then twenty, then thirty, then an hour. God, I could kiss her forever. Her lips are like... I can't even explain it.
Finally, I pull away from her, and gaze into her eyes. "I love you, Cassidy."
She smiles this incrediably happy smile that I realize I want to see for the rest of my life. "I love you too, Justin."
I kiss her again, this time with even more passion, if possible. This time its more frantic, and I'm thinking that we might be moving a little too fast. It wasn't this fast with Caitlin. We were together for at least six months before it happened. But with Cassidy it feels more right, more natural. But I don't want to rush into things with Cassidy. What if something happens? I don't have anything with me. I don't want her to...
I pull away. "Cassidy. We're moving too fast. I don't want to rush this."
She nods, breathing a little heavily. "I understand."
"Good. I just don't want this to be the same as with other girls."
"Other girls?"
Oops. "Well, uhm, I just mean-"
"You've gone that far with girls besides Caitlin? I'm fine with that - she's a hoe, she's probably done it with a bunch of guys - but other girls?"
"No, I don't mean other girls. I just meant as with Caitlin, but I didn't want to say her name, since she's not really your favorite person." Nice save, Bieber.
"Oh, okay." She bites her lip a little. "Uh, you can get off me now."
I smile. "No thanks, I'm pretty comfortable here." I lay on top of her, squishing her.
"Aagh! Justin! Get off! You're crushing me!" Cassidy giggles and tries to push me off of her.
"There's too much gravity! I'm being pressed to the Earth! I can't get up! We'll be stuck like this forever!" I laugh.
"No joke, Justin, get off me! I have to pee!"
"Too bad, you'll have to hold it."
"If you don't get off me, I'm going to pee all over you."
I quickly roll off of her and scramble to get up. "Okay. Sorry. No need to urinate on people."
She giggles and gets up. She skips off to the bathroom, shutting the door behind her.
I smile to myself, then go over to her dresser and start opening drawers. I find socks, pajamas, t-shirts, sweatpants, and - jackpot. I slide a drawer open and peer inside. I pull out a lacy pink bra.
"Oh my God..."
I knew she shopped for awhile without me, but I didn't know this was what she bought. I'm so glad she bought these though. Just saying.
I put the bra back and pull out something black. Is that a thong?! It is! Oh my GOD, she has a thong!
I continue going through her stuff, but then stop when I hear something. "What are you doing?"
Dropping the pair of sexy purple panties I'm holding, I spin around and see Cassidy standing before me, an amused look on her face.
I awkwardly reach back to scratch my head, trying to look as innocent as possible. "Oh, uh, Cassidy, I uhm..."
She bursts out laughing. "You are such a dude!"
"Well, yeah, last time I checked..."
"I can't believe you were going through my underwear drawer!" She doesn't seem mad though, she seems like she thinks its funny.
"Okay, its not really that funny!"
"Yes, it is. You see, I KNEW you would look through my drawers. That's why I left. I've been watching the whole time to prove my theory right." She smiles triumphantly and crosses her arms.
"Oh yeah? And what theory would that be?" I take a few steps toward her.
"My theory that all guys wonder what undergarments girls wear. Most guys will gravitate towards the lacy thongs, some of them go for the regular panties, and they all pick up the bras. No matter who they are, they're suckers for the lacy bras, especially the bright colored and black ones. Black, red, baby blue, hot pink, purple, and green are the 'fan favorites'."
"So you've tested this before." Now I'm really close to her, my hands are lightly resting on her waist. I can feel the little smirk on my face. Not a mean one, a teasing one. Or at least that's what I'm hoping it is.
"Only once or twice."
"Then how do you have all this information?"
"My friends tested it, too." Her facial expression is screaming for me to pull her closer. I'm just teasing her right now, though. But I really, really, really want to kiss her.
"Mhm." I put my arm around her waist, and tilt her chin up with my other hand. I REALLY want to kiss her.
"I mean...I..." She's speechless. Perfect. This is my revenge for her sneaking up on me, using me as a little project.
I pull her really close to me, and put my mouth close to her ear. "Do you want me to kiss you, Cassidy?" I whisper.
"Uhm..."
I chuckle a little bit. I move close like I'm going to kiss her, and then... I scoop her up, tossing her over my shoulder.
"Aagh! Justin! Put me down!" she shrieks.
"Nope!" I run out of the room to the main part of the bus. We're parked somewhere so everyone can rest for awhile. Perfect.
"Justin! I'm not kidding!"
I hop off the bus. We're in a hotel parking lot. Why we don't just stay in the hotel, I don't know, but whatever. I look around, then race across the street. Cassidy screams.
I run into a Taco Bell. It's empty except for the people working there. I sit her down at a booth. "Okay. Let's stop here. I'm hungry."
Cassidy just looks at me, shaking her head. "You are so weird."
I smile at her. "Why thank you."