Chapter 10, Justin

"OH MY FREAKING GOD! GET OUT OF MY FREAKING WAY!" I scream. It's almost 8:00, and I'm just now on my way to school. There's a bunch of idiots driving out here today, and they're not paying any attention to the road. It'll be a miracle if I don't get killed out here. I check to make sure there's no cops around, and as soon as there's no cars in my way, I speed up.


I finally pull into the school parking lot. I jump out of the car and literally run into school. I shove my stuff in my locker, slam it shut, then race down the hall to homeroom. I barely make it on time. I fall into my seat, and let out a deep breath. Alexis turns to look at me.

"You okay?" she asks. "Oh wait, I just remembered, I don't care."

Ouch. She must be in a bad mood. I flash her a sarcastic smile and look away. I really can't believe her sometimes. She can be such a brat. But she has the most gorgeous eyes...

Stop it, Bieber, just stop it. I can have any girl I want, so why do I want her? Because she's a challenge, I realize. Good lord, I have some serious issues. I need therapy or something. But it's not like I chose to be incrediably attracted to Alexis. It's not my fault she's crazy hot. I realize that I haven't said anything back to her. Say something, Justin! I tell myself.

I flip my hair. "So, uhm, what are you doing Friday?"

"Well I'm certainly not spending time with you." She doesn't even look at me.

"So you're not gonna come over and help me study?"

She sighs, annoyed, and turns to me. "Look, the last two times I've tutored you, they haven't ended well."

I smile. "I thought they were fine."

Alexis rolls her eyes. "Whatever. My point is, I don't think I'm the best tutor for you. Maybe you should ask Miss Young for someone else to help you."

"No!" I say, a little too fast. "I mean, uh, you're the smartest person in our class. I want you to tutor me, so I can get really good grades." Nice save.

"Just, don't talk to me, please."

"No."

"Justin, I really don't want to talk to you."

"Too bad. I want to talk to you."

She doesn't reply. She's really starting to get on my nerves. I'm about to say something, but the bell rings. I jump out of my seat, grab Alexis's wrist, and pull her out of the room and down the hall. "Justin!" she says. "Where are we going? Let go of me!" I don't say anything. I keep pulling her along. I hope I'm not hurting her. "Justin!" she says again. Still not replying, I see where I'm going and walk faster. I pull open the door to the janitor's closet and pull Alexis inside. "Justin, what are we doing in here? You're hurting my arm! Let -"

I kiss her roughly, pushing her against the wall with my body. She doesn't react at first, but then she starts getting into the kiss. She puts her arms around my neck and runs her fingers through my hair. I put my arms around her waist and pull her closer to me, she moves willingly. She stands on her tiptoes to get closer to me so we can kiss more. She's such a good kisser. We must have been making out for like twenty minutes.

Then she slowly moves away from me. "Justin..." she breaths. "Justin, we're late for class."

"So?" I try to kiss her again. She turns so I only kiss her cheek.

"We can't. Not anymore. We need to go to class."

"Nah, let's skip. We can go to your house, or my house, or anywhere. As long as I'm with you." What did I just say? Did I just say that out loud? Aw crap.

"What did you just say? Did you just imply that you're happy as long as you're with me?" She smiles.

"Uhm...no..." I mumble. "I said no such thing."

She laughs and rolls her eyes. "Whatever. I know what you said. Let's go. Your house."

I blink, confused. "Huh?"

"Your house. You said your house, my house, or anywhere. I chose your place."

"Oh. Ok!" I open the door of the closet and step outside, and Alexis follows me. I grab her hand, and she doesn't pull away. It's kind of nice. We leave school and get in my car. I turn the ignition, and start to drive away.

"So, how far away's your house?" she says.

"Not very. We should be there soon."

"Oh, okay. Can we go to Dairy Queen?"

I glance at her, a little confused. "Dairy Queen?"

"I just, uhm, really want a blizzard."

"Can't we get a blizzard later?"

"I really want one now." She crosses her arms and looks at me. We're almost to my house, and the Dairy Queen is ten minutes away.

"Well we're already at my house," I say as I pull into the driveway. "I promise I'll take you to Dairy Queen later."

She sighs. "Whatever."

I roll my eyes. I turn off the car and get out. Then I run around to the other side and open her door for her. "M'lady."

She smiles and giggles. "Thank you."

I take her hand again, and we walk inside my house. I look at her. "Where?"

"Your room. It's cozy."

My mind is racing. Does she really want to go up to my room because it's cozy? Or does she want to... No, Justin, don't think like that. Alexis isn't like that. She's different. We walk upstairs, and go into my room. She sits on the bed, and I sit beside her. "So, what now?"

She bites her lip. "Well, we could..." She trails off, leaning towards me. She slowly kisses me.

I pull her closer, and she puts her arms around my neck. We lay down without breaking the kiss. We're laying there, kissing, and I don't want to stop. I could just kiss her forever and ever. She puls away. Really?! Again?! Why does she always pull away?!

"I have to pee." She gets up and walks into my bathroom.

I sigh. She's so frusterating, but I love her so much. I love everything about her. I love everything she does, everything she wears, everything she says. I love her. I love Alexis.